why have I not posted?

The long term plan is this: this blog will become private soon. I don't trust the internet anymore. I don't trust the companies anymore. I don't want my data being used to train the models. I don't want my data to be easily queriable.

Until then I should be posting using the auto transcription and cleanup. I haven't bothered doing it. I will, eventually. Probably. Maybe not.

2007 was a good year to be blogging. 2025 is not. Maybe the vibe will shift. I'm writing, as usual, every damn day. You just won't be able to read it.

Maybe someday I'll get published. One hopes.

This is no farewell. It's an explanation. I'll be on and off for a while. But handwriting is the way to go. The future is analog digital hybrid. Love writing by hand.

Typing is fast. So fast I can produce shit at insane speed. What's the point? Friction and slowness is good. Lets the fingers catch up to ones thoughts.

Mostly resting, catch-up with NG in Nepal, leftover meals, late night walk to the park [Thu 3]

• Spent the day mostly relaxing and taking it easy.

• Talked to NG who's in Nepal. Caught up on everything she's been doing recently.
• Ate leftovers from the weekend for both meals.
• Walked to Volunteer Park late at night, late to sleep.

A review of Manos: The Hand of Fate movie

• Watched MST3K of Manos... and was very much confused by how bad it was.
• Watched a comedy satire of paranormal activity. Oh god, it was so, so terribly bad. Like it was so very boring to watch, such a miserable experience seeing it, nothing happened!
• Turns out the making of the movie was wild—he was bored and broke and wanted to one-up a director, so he decided to make a movie, a real thing to prove any child could do it.
• One of the major characters, Torgo, is the creepiest, strangest guy on film—the actor playing him was constantly drugged up; most of his confused reactions in the movie are not.
• That said, the comedy rifftrax for a spin is not my cuppa. Funny but,

I'm a social animal—that much is clear—now what?

- Enjoyed hosting four different meals so much—and didn't feel tired at all!
- My social energy is a lot more than I give myself credit for!
- Can be so much more aggressive with social outings but don't know where one would start.
- Some leads might be useful—such as tapping A.T.'s network.
- When visualizing wild social goals last year—this is what I manifested—and I got it! Roundabout but worth it!
- Need to do this as a monthly thing—do weekly things—teas over weekdays—and then expand my circles!
- Use existing friend networks—and branch out on them—and create my own! Expand political networks—tech circles—walking circles by hosting! Visualize ways to expand circles—to expand your frontier!
- Boss goal—host seven different groups in seven days!
- So many possibilities—just need consistency!
- Write different friend groups down—tap into networks.

Got pod app installed on watch—a few watch transfers of music—and I'm a phone-free bird!

- Finally got around to installing Wear audio clips playing podcast—Wear Casts.
- Actually a bit surprised how well it worked—downloading needs better playlist support—but here we are!
- Chews through battery—absolutely eats through them—mustn't let it go waste!
- I'm so sleepy as I'm writing this—improper sleep over weekend—and it's messed everything up!
- Will need charge watch once or twice daily—but it's hard forget—it might be useful do concentrated downloads all once!

Sleep issues are further diagnosed and understood

- Slept quite on time three evenings last week.
- Then the weekend happened and things went south.
- Thursdays are too noisy; so are weekend days—also busy with social life.
- Perhaps I need to overwork out myself to ease into sleep.
- I'm far too stressed out for Monday to sleep well on Sunday evenings.
- The biggest issue stopping me from going to bed is guilt—not writing, not walking, not meditating, not working. Yet if I sleep well they are done tomorrow.
- Sleep at 9:30—that's the bedtime; no excuses; no cheating—is the way to go.