Unfortunate Truth

A person who stops writing is no writer. A driver who stops driving is no driver. A teacher who stops teaching is no more a teacher.

How can you stop writing anything at all, and then expect words to jump out into paper and screen? You cannot.

Drunk

Drunk R says fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck.

Admission

In life I've done alright.

I've had good friends, and good people I want to be with.

So this is an admission that I don't know how to talk, approach, or act around people that I really like, the sort of people that one would think of spending a lifetime with. And it's OK. That makes me not want to have a stable life and it's aok. It's mildly sad, but not particularly unfair or bad. Just sheer dumb stupid luck on things I know and things I don't know.

In a different life I would like to be able to talk to people that I can imagine spending a lifetime with on the first meeting. Or being able to interact with them reasonably at all. Yeah. Bye.