Here's something I don't like to admit: I don't know what's gotten into me today, but I know what has NOT: drugs! I don't have access to them, because I live with boring people in boring neighborhoods doing boring things (card games! until 2 am! barely any drink! people in early twenties! what's the world coming to!) and even if I did, they would do fuck-all to me because I was told the amazing things they would do to fuck you over and change your psyche and change you into a neurotic mess who could barely survive without a weekly therapy lesson -- twice a week if you've got an alchohol problem too -- and then you could write down all that shit into paper (aahahaha) and then people would buy them (idk or pirate them) and then you'd make money and you'd be still neurotic but rich as fuck and all would be fine. That's what I was told. I won't go into the details but nothing happened remotely close to that, and didn't even get buzzed and they were mad sad disappointed as heck and then embarrassed about communicating with friends with regards to their experiences because they had been talking nonstop about it for like three weeks. Which reminds me, I've also pretty much quit drinking, lol. Not that I used to drink much anyway, but for the last three months, the most I've had to drink are like maybe a sip of really expensive beer a week on an average. Some sips I've even spit out because they tasted cheap and trashy. True story. Really, that happened. Liquor doesn't hold even the small amount of interest it formerly held. Pity, to me, the liquor companies, and the world which would most definitely have gotten a friendlier more interesting person otherwise. Ehh, I don't live for them, I do I, and I wants no more tiring experiences.
I did two tablets of different vitamin mixtures yesterday though. Maybe it's that what's giving me the energy? I mean... the weather's nice, I get back home on time, my stomach's full (though not uncomfortably so), my room's not filthy, and I have enough vitamins. I guess that's all it takes for an average man to become a writerman than huh? Different creatures these, from the regular superheroes haha. Sunlight tho. Great stuff that, sunlight. Respect for where respect's due.
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