Good god I finally made it

I finally met my target for postcount for this month, I'm pleasantly surprised impressed excited at that because I'd been running in the deficit for many days now and it was getting to be an insurmountable uphill walk because I didn't seem to have the motivation and the content for it. I'd open this screen up, stare at it for fifteen seconds, think of something, go drink a glass of water and come back open a new tab to check news from nepal for 'inspiration' and I'd be gone for...ever and come back to the page with fifteen written words seven hours later. Still I'd complete the sentence and add a word or two even a sentence if I felt like being productive so that it looked like I was at least half-assing it and not like I didn't care about things at all but that was it, it was so low-effort it was beginning to get clear I didn't care about maintaining the 2-post-a-day average for this month. And now, with this post not only have I not reached that aim but I've also done one better, and reached my goal of not having a 'serious' month with posts fewer than in last September because that was when I really 'started writing' in this blog. So the trend for us is that this blog is not going down, it's on a plateau, at worst guys, gimme the benefit of doubt!