Headache and hangover, gloomies, scrambled toast, kava shopping, TJ's trip, QFC trip, underattended party, relief, drinks and boys' night out [Sat 7]

Had a terrible headache and hangover for the entire day, felt really gloomy. It was unclear if it was because of the...drinking...(which I didn't really do the night before, it couldn't have been, really), or the kratom, but that wouldn't make sense because that's not how it was supposed to work. Anyway my body felt really tired and sick, and I didn't really want to socialize too much but I'd invited people over to hang out, so I was dreading it.

For breakfast I had scrambled toast. Went out to shop for kava and a nearby herbal store, they had it for not a ridiculous amount of markup which was nice. Went to TJ's for a short prep trip. Decided to make watermelon salad for which I'd need to make dressings. For that I went to the nearby QFC at the last moment. Made it. Lots of watermelon, too much watermelon ugh.

In the end just three people showed up which was a massive relief for me because I was not in very much of a socializing mood. We drunk some, talked a bunch, and then headed out to Comet and ChaCha's for night out. Comet was dead, ChaCha's had a lot of life, and unlike the last few times it was poppin' and not to much of a sausage fest. The gang got some drinks. SB got two hot dogs, bought the spicy mexican snacks and a vegan hot dog for me. We smoked, we had, we talked, and were out until 2.30, maybe even three in the morning, when he went home, and I came to sleep, relieved that the day had gone exactly the way I'd hoped for.