The title says it all. I got back from my long road trip eight days ago and only now have I completely settled down to my regular routine. It takes me months and months to establish my routine and once the routine gets going I can live by it for weeks and months and years, but every time there is a disruption, building back is hard, so very hard and I need to gather all the resources, the energy to do things over and over and it's a mess. It's a big goddamn mess. I haven't gotten back to praying since coming back from the East coast 1.5 months ago and that's a goddamn shame, it gave me such direction and strength.
I wonder how I can get back my groove and routine every time I move to a new place. Aka how I can carry my 'mental house/shell' everywhere I go. This is a big realization, I don't need to carry all my physical items with me, if I took the emotional and psychological stuff it'd be enough to rebuild my life and recreate physical circumstances.
Wish it was as easy to implement as it is to talk about.
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