One of the reasons anger takes such a large toll on me (see: previous post) is that I fear confrontation, I fear the consequences, I fear that I may be going into one poorly prepared, I fear I may come out of it much worse than I went in, and it always feels that they're not really necessary even though quite often in the long term the outcomes are not bad and the most suffering happens when actually avoiding them. I've tried so hard over the course of years to get better with them, radical honesty and acceptance being one of them. But it doesn't work with all kinds of people. Gotta keep getting better at it.
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