What an overdramatic bitch and why nice people aren't always nice everything

This was triggered by the most recent....uhhhh...turn of events,  but I thought about it recently and ugh it hurt.

So SS gave me two very very bad advices. Because I respected him so much I internalised them. And like really really internalised them. Both the pieces undermined my agency as a human being basically.

Turns out he's real shit at giving advice and he's known it forever, I called him as I wrote this and we talked it out.

Jeezus fucking Christ how many bad mistakes and misunderstandings will I have to unwind.