Gymgoing has stopped

 I haven't gone to the gym in three weeks, maybe it's almost been a month, haven't been keeping count honestly. It stopped because of family matters, then due to Sb's travels then my travels and other family distractions. I skipped it yesterday because I was watching what we do in the shadows when I should have been writing and was far too lazy to go and workout even if for an hour. This is how all the discipline and self-regimen I've built over the years vanishes. I'm a man of order and schedule and routine, and if any of it is disturbed, I lose my footing and need to reorient myself. Alas that takes time. but I'm getting back on my feet.