Should I put more effort into the spiritual movement of interest?

 So we've been talking in recent days on how I want to align myself with Flow (the book) and the two other books I'll be talking in the next post, and also that there seem to be a lot of people who don't know and don't want to figure out the direction they want to take in life, who are desperately looking for a teacher or a guide to help them make their decision. And I have met several people very recently who will very much gain a lot by my assistance to improving their spiritual life, not saying I am the best or I know anything about anything at all, but as an assistant to somebody having trouble balancing the bicycle of their life, it would be a worthy contribution.

But things come up, I figure things out, and I want to run with my own personal goals and aspirations, forgetting about this desire to take charge, be the lighthouse of spirituality in other people's lives. And I wonder, even if I did want to, do I have in me what it takes to become a spiritual leader, a life guru, an able assistant? Or am I into this just for the power, and the thirst to lead and order people around?

Things to think about more seriously in the coming days...