Here's the situation, the past several months, or anytime I see an increase in anxiety and loss of control for an extended period o time, I lose my self control and go all in on junk-information. What's junk information? It's an addiction to information that will not interest you otherwise, or be useful in your life, and does not further your life towards the direction you mean to be at, and one you find addictive. Much like red hot cheetos, it's just something that you want, and nothing you can do about it, and you will go to great lengths to achieve it, no questions asked.
Anyway I go to reddit and hackernews (hereby known and previously known in here as the green site and the orange site) and go to fun hobby subreddits, and they're fine whatever but I spend way wayyy too much time learning about the political situation in America or Turkey or what have you, or the state the US semiconductor industry is in and the relative positioning of the players, without really caring for any of it. On the contrary, actually, since I effing hate the tech industry so goddamn much and would rather not have very much to have to do with it.
When I'm feeling better I keep myself busy and distracted and like do fun interesting exciting actual useful things that don't make me feel anxious or hungry for more junk information. Lately I haven't been able to do that, but I can feel something inside me click. Things are a'changin'. I'm feelin' gooood.
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