A couple of weeks ago I was hinting regularly at a strange weird rather unfortunate situation that I found myself encumbered in to which there seemed to be no good way out, and it was uncomfortable for all the parties. Haven't talked about that in a while so why not take this opportunity to bring it back for a while.
Cut a long story short, things have sorted themselves out essentially. First I discovered that I was not the only person being weirded out by the very strange nature of things, and that it wasn't me who was the outsider with cultural shock, it was the persons involved who were uhh lets put it lightly, unconventional. Second, one of the persons involved conveniently went out of town for a long while, therefore relieving the necessity think about the situation or be bothered by it. One other person involved has been AWOL generally speaking which honestly has worked in my favor. Would I like more friends in this town to hang out with and be an adult around, yes please? Would I want to compromise my more fundamental ideals and beliefs to do that, no thank you very much. And thirdly perhaps the situation can untangle itself eventually when persons with flightier interests. Exciting stuff for me hah.
Now only if I can expand my circle a bit far and wide, and have people to talk to and hang with most days of the week it'd be great. That's still a work in progress and might remain so for a while. Maan I love the nature aspect of Seattle, but the friendmaking part of it sucks a hundred buck.
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