Only three or four posts ago (twenty minutes in my current pace) I wrote about how my work experience the last few weeks has been amazing. How I feel about work appears to depend on what I do. If it's immediately visible and easy, I love it. If it's seen as pointless, I don't care at all. Specially if the nuances are nonsensical unimportant technicalities of a system i don't know, the task is particularly burdensome.
The idea that I need to reshape my work, so my attitude will eventually change too, has been taking hold. It's a vicious circle of course, but one must start somewhere. How do I be more happy, be more driven, and get more rewarding in work? What motivates me? How might I shape the structure of my job so they will allow me to do things that motivates me more? I know that things that are at higher level are encouraging. I actually have a vision for things, and desire to be executing the vision.
What is required is flexibility, and courage. I'm a rat, a mice, that ain't gonna work. I need to be honest about those eight hours, and spend the hours I'm not working for them to work on myself. Become a more driven person, a smarter employee. Create content for my future career that will also work for my current one.
Planning is not enough. It's not even a start. What is required is clear-sighted execution.
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