Working from home in extreme cold [Thursday 19]

Writing this at 1pm Friday because I was so undisciplined and disorganized this day.

Got up late, after a nice sound sleep and started working. Wasn't very productive but kept at it. Got out of my room at 3.30 got lunch etc, went back and did more work.

The evening was a full-house, with semi-roommate I coming over after quite a few days. We watched Dont F with the cats tv show, and a couple of other ones too, can't remember which ones. Felt bummed out the whole day, particularly in the evening for not being super productive. Had a yogurt-and-fruit lunch and rice-and-eggs-with-furikake dinner.

After talking to folks for a couple of hours and shooting the sh*t so to speak, decided to sleep without actually doing any of the day's chores because it was a lost cause anyway haah.

To have more of my days not end up like this, I need to be more mindful and disciplined and organized (this is the last time I'll talk about this today I promise). I was worried my days are boring and there's not much happening in my life, but yesterday showed how well I was actually doing and that actually there is a way I could be doing a lot worse, and giving up and feeling bummed out is not the way to go but to try try try and keep trying until I succeed and when I fail I need to keep on trying and trying and trying until the universe and everything just gives up after looking at my grit and tenacity and I get the things I want in life. Hurray! This is an inspirational quote ish but it could also be like for real.