This is an all-out war against the entropy of life and defeat is not an option

 You get lazy if you don't have something pushing you. You lose focus and structure if there's too many things nagging you, bugging you, distracting you. If you're not paying attention to your interests and ambitions, you get caught up with what's happening elsewhere and forget that you are the person who needs to be taken care the greatest. Life will take the easiest, shortest, cheapest path, to do great things against the energy flow of nature and the universe is not the way of the world. You need to gather all the energy and motivation you have, to show to the gods that yeaaa they ain't getting what they want, you're a goddamn fighter and you'll show it to their faces, you're going to win this war against the universe, and coming on top of it. Must. Keep. On. Fighting. Must. Do. Great. Things. Achieve. My Goals. And Ambitions. The future belongs to those who do.