- I've started feeling paranoid during, for some strange reason, and need to be swaddled within my comfortable blanket listening to my favourite podcasts blocking out any music or sounds that may trigger wild thought-chases, to avoid absolutely freaking out.
- I get too talkative and literally will go sleep but come back five minutes later continuing where I was last even though I won't remember the end of sentences once I've started speaking I'll remember wherever I was in a conversation last just to be able to pick it up later. People will get annoyed at my incessant talking specially when we're watching something on the tv and they wand to pay attention to it instead.
- I get insane pangs of hunger, uncontrollable monstrous that makes me eat three times as much food as I regularly eat within a span of an hour-and-half and nothing seems to gross for this hunger, I just hoover up any sweets or snacks or literally any leftovers in the fridge. This makes checking my weight and shape difficult.
- Don't ever get in one of those 'creative moods' like everyone talks about, instead all my motivation and energy towards creative work blows away to be replaced by intense self-awareness and worry that I may be doing everything wrong and everyone is laughing at me oh dear gods why am I even writing this stupid thing not that it matters and no one will read it anyway. That's the wrong kind of emotion to come to you if you intend on 'becoming' a writer or improving your writing.
- I've stopped enjoying the flying sensations, and it doesn't really take away stress or pain, rather it amplifies other emotions that I'd rather not have. At worst it's only delaying coming to terms with things you need to worry about anyway.
- The sleep you sleep after consuming is great, but it leaves a hangover and even a day or two later you're still drowsy and kind-of under the control of it, can't think straight and have that 'clouded' feeling all the time. Motivation is still not in its regular place. Besides, you could get just as good of a sleep if you just went out walking or did some serious workouts like you were about to do but didn't because you're to lazy to.
- It seriously removes my motivation for any kind of serious physical activity, making me fall into bed almost instantaneously. It's bad since I need to be working out my cardiac and muscular systems as I haven't be doing anything physically demanding as of late.
- The 'gigglies' is a misnomer since I don't really giggle anymore and there's no one else to giggle with even if I did get into the mood.
Seven reasons why I should be quitting the gigglies entirely
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