stream of consciousness

the room's too echoey and if the window opens it's too loud from the noise of the traffic outside, which means there's gotta be a way to dampen the noise and the echo, make the place roomier get more decorations and hangings like a real person and not just some single loser dude with no extraordinary interests besides i dunno stuff where did my japanese ukiyo-e buying interest go right right the covid situation has created tough situation in Asia etcetera but at least going to the gym has opened up wait this wasn't supposed to be real it was supposed to be an experimental piece a fictional stream of consciousness that wold be something worth reading not just pathetic snivelling crybaby what is this even am I only skipping the punctuaton and calling it a stream of consciousness bullshit or is this the entire blog is it not, you should have a chemical castration jeremy mark's saying to Jez in the background yea peep show is my new background listen the unfortunate fact is it's kinda short so gotta get it to work oh tried getting it to work with shameless the british version and that didn't work even though it's got so many episodes it's too real too interesting too wild ugh problems problems never the solution eh bro right and I should be out and about it's shivaratri yet I don't feel bad I have completely accepted my desitny eventually hah