Don't you come calling to me when things don't work out, dontcha come for my help when everything goes south. Don't you don't you call me ever again, don't you don't you. Don't. Black. Black. Clear.
Loud noise bright flash blue and red. Ambulance is it has the whole world gone mad or is it the cops wwhat why cops. Shouts more shouts who's that whose that is they cops. Shouts shouts shouts too many people too tiring too many things happening at the same time. Go back what's happening wait what's happening who are you why are you what's the pain in your ear that's your ear on the right who are you why do you feel drowsy that's that pain on your end what's that sound. Cops cops the last thing you remember loud noises. What's happening nothing makes sense you're floating in darkness you don't know who you are. How much how much to get away from here I can afford anything. Who are they who's the one who has trapped you. Is it possible they are right and you are wrong. What did you do to deserve this. Blink. Who are you and why does the head hurt, where do you go from here.
Floating floating you're floating it's cold cold faraway voices you can barely makeout what what are they talking about you? You want to listen to them what are they talking about they need to help you from this from this what's what's this place what's happening here what how who are they who are you at least you're not falling down anymore.
It's warm, there's everywhere you can't breathe you can't breathe you can't breathe. Why cant you see anything where is your body who are you this is a dream. This is a dream this is a dream this. What was that. Is that a woodpecker pecking on your head. On your head. peck peck peck. Something's pecking on your head you can't change it. You try to shout. Getoffmyhead! Stopstopstop. Your head hurts. It's eerily silent. Your head keeps getting pecked on. Where are you again. Who the fk are you.
Blue, it's a blue it's water it's swimming pool maybe you're drowning you've drowned maybe you're dead are you dead can dead people see do ghosts suffer are you a ghost what kinda bullshit is it who are you again and why is the water so prickly where are you why are they doing this to me this hurts where am I my head hurts what is happening make this stop who are you who am I who am I talking to who are these people this is misery who the hell what the heck why how long. You can't take a deep breath. This is a dream this is adream this isadream. This is a dream. Wakeup wakeup wakeup. Punch pinch slap kick wake up wake up wakeup. This is a nightmare wakeup this over let this be over wakeup who are you what do you have to wake up to.
Strange music. The air is slightly chilly. Lowkey music you can smell weed it's about to be dusk you don't see anyone. It's the goldenhour maybe they've gone to take photos. What a stupidstupid thought. Where is everyone who are you and where are you. What's happening. How come you don't remember anything. It's it's...it's dawn, the sun is coming out, coming out, it's getting redder and redder and redder the thump is getting louder. Tumpathumpthump thumpathumpthump thumpathumpthump.
Red. Red Red.
You can breathe now. You gasp for air air air. You need more air you cant breathe but you can almost. You try to shout. You try to cry and you can. You bawl. Shriek. You gasp for air. You're breathing.
You don't remember anything.
The doctor cuts the umbilical cord.
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