I read somewhere that hypoglycemia causes this block in the head, a cloudiness that doesn't let you make decisions, hinders productivity and general malaise in your life and I'm wondering what if that's my deal, what if I've been that all this time and that's the reason I've not written my novels and the essay collections I keep promising in these pages, the cool projects I start but end up not finishing really, all those things. But then it's clear that's not the reason because I'm often well-fed, that could possibly not be the reason, or could it what if it's not about eating food but something inside and if you told your GP about it maybe they'd do something to fix you up. But like who knows, this is so much work, i really need to get tested, after all this nonsense is over. It's tiring, and we're so glad this is ending, at least here now, need to write a post about the scary situation in India, how they got there and what could be done to fix it.
listening to billie eilish, it's so obvious when you're playing attention that she's really really big, everybody's heard her songs even if they think they've not because it's impossible to escape when it's being played outside, but when you're not really playing attention to the background, you don't think of it actively, and you imagine yourself as this blob of nonmusical goo who's not really into songs or art or some shit but that's because you don't have the tools, logical thoughtwise, kinda', to make sense of the vibrations. the documentary helped me see what was what and now it's starting to grow on me? It's not my favourite, playing in the background it provides me with comfort and a sense of calm.
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