I feel a little burnt out due to project phoenix

I'm not enjoying this, not at all. I didn't go on a walk today, couldn't, because it was cold but mostly writing one of the LLM posts has sucked out my creative energy from me. I didn't write much anywhere actually I write this almost five minutes to midnight, my meeting at work six hours from now because it took me so long to recover. I'm doing probably what's going have ended up being the most painful part of Project phoenix: writing on topics I'm not an expert on, don't know much about and honestly don't care much about writing but must do because my website needs to look at least a little bit technical. If that were it, and I were doing it at a reasonable pace the situation would already be unsustainable but no I'm expecting myself to produce five or six posts per day or in two days under those situations. It's an insane pace, the time pressure, the topics, they ain't right.

This is unsustainable, it's not fun and I'm forcing myself into a difficult corner for no clear benefit, no transparent reason. This is masochism for masochism's sake, almost. Things need to be changed, we need to come up with better techniques to deal with these matters.