I guess I do care a little bit about work, huh

Quite often I will pretend that whatever happens at work has very little impact on my life, that my work balance is perfect all thanks to me, and my personal life is strictly protected. This week has made me realize it's not the case.

On days where I've been productive and done well at work or won plaudits I'm full of energy and excited. When the work is not great, or I break stuff and need to fix it up, the emotional state is completely different and goes on a damage control mode, it affects my personal life too.. When my workdays are extremely unproductive, so it appears are my private days, and stressful planning and internal days reflect stressfully in my personal life as well.

Yeah what happens at work clearly has an impact on my mood and it's silly to pretend otherwise. I need to own up to those events in advance and make changes to them while maintaining existing infrastructure and IaC owner. One must trust new hire or entrance-level work.

In the end though, it's all buying one tradeoff for another, and one must decide only after being aware that this is a conscious choice, and one must ideally consider all aftereffects of a marriage ceremony, sometimes the guy or the girl are so blind in there relationship, they won't be able to find it....

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