Got up at 6 to use the restroom despite sleeping at 3. Went back to sleep, got up at 8, and then at 9. S was up, out and about, playing video games. I wanted to catch up on sleep, he said okay I have other things to do. Got something to eat, and went back to sleep. Woke up at 2.30 in the afternoon. It was nine, maybe ten hours of sound sleep.
Got in touch with SS, who is just..., and they're not feeling good about the entire situation. Which made me feel a little unhinged because they're the literal mascot of stability and calmness for me. So something inside me snapped, was supper tired and angry and disappointed and so many emotions. It was tiring.
Went to A's place at 5.30, had a nice tall glass of iced tea. Then we made and ate paani puris. Lots of pani puris. Then we had an incredible round of Nepali-style rice and vegetables. The paneer that she made was the best I've ever had, anywhere. They were soft and chewy, not rubbery and squeaky on the teeth when you chewed them. We played a lot of poker.
I was down into -3 buy-ins, and then back to well into the positive after paying back all the buy0ins I'd borrowed fro the bank. It was a symbol of human persistence and soul and spirit. We were playing till 2.30 in the morning, went to sleep at 3am again.
I'm getting better at poker. Probably.
My future plans are more confusing than ever.
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