A pretty serious person's plea, sure he may have made some mistakes but who hasn't

Fiction, obvs , inspired by Charles Sobhraj and real arguments that are being made in the US.

And they call ME the villain!

How many people die of diarrhea in the country every year? Hundreds of thousands probably. How many of malaria? How many of other simply treatable diseases that nobody cares about, because the hospital wasn't there, because the doctor had gone for the holidays, because some politician had made the money for the health center disappear? What is the value of human life really, in the country where women are treated like shit, where there is an open attack on people being out in the open against the government, where the police treat young people like an annoying piece of trash to be thrown out. There is no privacy, no dignity of an individual. There is no value of life. Those truckers who just hit and run, even back you to squish you to death, do you thing anyone ever does anything about that? No, because they've got a strong club of other murderers like themselves for group protection. And the politicians, are you telling me their negligence isn't killing hundreds of thousands every year? I don't buy it.

You know about household violence in the country right? How women get beaten up and burned and buried and dronwed for dowry, or for not birthing a child, or for birthing a child of the wrong gender, or wanting the property that is legally hers. How many women suffer like that every year? Is it in tens of thousands, or hundreds do you think? And does anybody care about that? No, because the politicians will lose their elections if they start punishing the perpetrators because that's how the patronage system works. The corrupt support the criminal in times of need, and the criminal provide the cash and violence for the corrupt to win at the elections. That's how the system works, you know it and I know it. How come then they are not in jail, or even in the courts? Because life is unfair.

So what, I killed a couple of dozen people some of them women, so what, there's bigger problem your way. You know how many people air pollution in the valley kills? Worms in the food? And the goddamn ongoing pandemic, you haven't really thought about it have you because let me tell you it's killing more people every day than I did combined over two decades. And your prime minister does nothing, even when those deaths are avoidable, who's the real killer now, someone who kills dozens every day, or someone who murdered over a long period of time.

And hey, don't judge, you don't even know the circumstances. If anything I did you all a big big favor, since they'd have tested your already failing health system, bothered your crumbling law enforcement, all of that. If there's anybody to blame here it's those losers who couldn't let go of a piece of cloth they saw in the forest and had to report the authorities. If you hadn't found about it you wouldn't have known about it, you'd be none the wiser. The world would have gone on, with no injustice really, you think everything else is just and fair, and me walking around a free man is unfair and unjust? Grow up, this is life, shit happens, learn to live with it.

Every day tens of thousands of Nepalis die, I killed a minuscle negligilble pretty much no percent of that. You're probably killing more people with your hate for the environment and lack of care about politics than I have. Indirectly yes, but deaths are deaths. Why aren't you in the court, why must it be me. Is it because I look like the victim time, the idiot who gets caught even after all this time, and you smug in the knowledge that you're safe don't have to pay for your actions? Because if you think that, watch out, I'm coming for you.

Hey so, what's the knock outside your window? Your second-storey window.