Didn't do much writing yesterday. Y'all know why? Because I was hungry, tired, didn't want to eat, and felt sleepy but couldn't sleep. Looking at the list of things that needed to be checked off was the least of my concerns. I can see if how that went on for a couple of days, things that are harder to track than writing things daily, or keeping yourself accountable, can left by the byside. Like living by the checklist, or other good habits I have tried to form in the past but unable, because every so often one has a mehhh day, a drained day where one's got no energy or desire to do anything useful, and sometimes those days go on for a day or two. Or three.
After the disruption, it's hard to come back to regular life, yeah, A couple of days after you think mehhh who cares about those stupid habits, I'll just live my life. And bam! Just like that at the end of the whole mess you're back to your disorganized, undriven state where you're ashamed about not getting anything done, but don't want to work on anything either.
The solution I'm trying right now? Inspirational music, high-energy stuff that won't mess up your sleep like tea tends to do when it messed up my sleep the night before the day things were slow...it was the tea that had me low on energy the following day due to lack of proper rest. Oh yeah, it's fun to listen to, it gives me energy, and if I also happen to get things working, win win win!
Man, this is such a silly thing to 'remind' yourself, to listen to songs and music regularly, but this is something I should internalize, make it a part of my life.
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