Got up suddenly at 4am my pillow wet with tears, hot streaks of the salty eyewater running down my cheeks. I cried for a few moments before realizing what was up. The dream was really really crazy guys it was a nightmare, it was so realistic, it was so possible, and it's about the injustices of life more particularly about the prison system in America. I recorded an eight-minute video in the dark -- it could have been an audio recording I didn't think it through -- about what it was all about. I don't want to get into the details people complain enough that I'm too critical of American things, but I was imprisoned for something really stupid [illegal movie download], attacked in the head my the cops, developed verbal pattern, lost my mental faculties because of trauma, got extreme ptsd and was basically a mess in the prison. And that was the good parts.
Anyway I talked to a couple of people about it texted and called and sorta' figured it through. I forgot about it eventually not gonna write more on that but oh man what troubled times they were. Went back to sleep well and good at 7am. Got up at 9.30 because N wanted to watch football game I went back to sleep got up at 11.
Had three hashbrowns and two perfectly scrambled eggs for lunch. I'm still full from it at 10.40 in the evening. Spend a couple of minutes cleaning up watching tv. N and I went out to shop. We went to Macy's first where N returned his pants, then to Trader joe's where they didn't have anything good for me to buy, to the asian store where N bought momo wraps meats and veggies for the momo thing we were doing in the evening, and we went to trader joe's where we got a watermelon, pineapple and papaya, among other groceries.
So hot humid and heavy thank gods I had SL's backpack on me. Cut the watermelon and papaya after coming back, as N made momos. N and SL folded the momos, I was involved in the fruitcutting process. Tasted a couple of N's momo's, ate a bit of fruits, watched a few episodes of scrubs. SL and N played football online, I was checking youtube, etcetera. SL went to bed, N worked on his center work, and I got to writing.
Before that, spent like 3 hours getting my name and ID removed from all the creepy data-collection websites. I'm still not in the clean, the more scary ones making it difficult to remove yourself have my information, a casual searcher should find it quite hard to track my whereabouts now.
It's 11.05 and I'm caught up with the daily journals. Talked to folks back home a bit earlier. As this is published, I'm running behind by 10 posts to get an average of 4 daily.
Gonna write a few more before I call it a night
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