Was in bed until midday. Didn't write anything. Half-assed even the sleeping course of the meditation app. Slept a lot. Had a lot of chillout. Tried to write, and did maybe write a little bit I don't remember, but it wasn't a particularly productive day. So much reddit. Too much reddit.
PA called and we talked for many many hours. I apologized for being an ass, something I've done many a time before which she keeps forgetting not that I'm trying to pick up a new fight. Cleaned my room, took a nice old shower, thought about going out for a nice walk but thought against it because it was really cold wet and snowy outside and I deserved a break for the first day of the winter break.
In the evening I watched a little bit of tv, a whole lotta youtube and podcasts, including how did this get made, no such thing as a fish, etcetera. Read a bit of Hafiz Landinsky poetry, it's good stuff, he's one of the better poets contemporary, this is going to be great if the issue blows up. I bought four copies of his books and gifted them to different friends, maybe a couple more incoming.
So much youtube, so much fun, so much relaxation.
In the evening made some couscous, because it hadn't been touched in a while. Ate it with dal and kimchi so so so goddamn good, I'm getting to know and love couscous the pearled ones, goes so well with black dal, need to understand all the different recipes I can have with it. Need to cook it with strong aromatics, used two bay leaves for a small pot because it by itself doesn't seem to have a whole lot of taste.
Got really deep into reddit hole, was up until 1/1.30, exploring various groups and networks, it's not that great, honestly that website is shit it's a total waste of my time and emotional energy and by tomorrow I'll be blocking it. Felt a little bad for not sleeping on time and skipping meditation, whatever.
I am writing this at 10.45 of the following day. I'll write one more daily, for today, and meditate for two sessions, write two more quick posts and be done for the day. It means I'll be 'running behind' by only six posts tomorrow, so if I can get like, six posts out in the morning, and two in the afternoon, I'll be pretty much almost caught up. Again, I know this is not how I should be approaching writing, but this is the only thing that can drive me so here we are alright.
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