i just need to sleep okay

 people making big plans my idea of a big plan is to visit south east asia see friends, go to nepal, see family in europe and visit small cities, hike across the appalachian trail, over the course of many years. It's almost quarter to three i need to sleep  this is terrible horrible.

other people have different plans, starting satellite cities, colleges, airbnb houses, hotels, schools and what not and all the monies figured out apparently just the execution remains at whatever point they want to pull the trigger whenever wherever they want to be. my biggest idea would be to start a tech company except i wouldn't want to not back home anyway that'd be awful. more importantly we'd need to hire a legit good manager, trusting weird smart nerds to be good technical manager is a terrible plan.

i just need to sleep okay.

thinking if im home in october november for the two weddings mentioned earlier i can hang out with ykd in the new pad apparently nobody spends any time in there, could use all the things from the previous post as bong.

need friends, family is great but no more friends in kathmandu the sort to just chill and not do anything all day long we're all professionals now aren't we and those who aren't well one wouldn't want to hang out with such privileged unemployed folks. speaking of which ykd's close family had to take helm of family matters much like the ending of godfather first except this time it involved financial ownership of a big financial org and reaching out to a fifth of the whole goddamn population one way or the other to vote them into the position they were supposed to be in but none of that mattered because things were unanimous in the end.

are we just waiting until our fates manifest themselves, is this just play, do we truly have no control in our destinies? what is the point of preparation and doing all of this if we are in the end leaves in the wind, set to be blown, either into a gutter or to the heavens, and nothing we did in our lives until the point of the big news really matters.

tough questions.

what do we care for in our life, what's of the highest priority.

qs q's q's.

so few a's.

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