Fear want and confusion

Am I afraid,
I am too good
To be true
Or am I worried
That I might
End up dead
Without doing
What I'm
Out to do?

Am I worried
For the rejection come
The trip to the Brotherly love
Or am I worried
That I will get
What I have always
Wanted?

Is it okay
For me to run
From the goodtimes
And all the crazy fun
Because as I claim
I'm not that into it?
Or am I shy
That I might not
Be the explorer
I have always
Sought to become?

Is it the fear
Of being wrong
Or am I afraid
I will get
What I have always
Wanted for so long?

On this side
One moment
And the other the next
The only way
To break this tie
Is to center myself
And hunker down on the cement.

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