So I cleaned my apartment after like an embarrassing long time. And I haven't really invited anybody to my place, for anything, particularly for dinner or lunch etcetera in a really long time. It's not great, this is the opposite of what I wanted out of my life. I was thinking where my life went wrong and when exactly I started lowering expectations from myself and I'm thinking until New Hampshire, even until UMass I had my shit together mostly and had standards for myself. It was after living with other people that I realized that it's okay to 'slack' a bit here and there, and that started snowballing until this point where I really really really got out of track. Now however I gotta get back in the goddamn road and act like a serious adultman who invites people over and makes great meals and is an amazing host, gotta have high standards for myself and expect myself to follow them.
So today I did vacuum my living room, did laundry, cleaned the whole goddamn place, and steamed all the rooms and carpets in the apartment, all besides my bedroom. Also did laundry AND folded three batches of laundry and changed all the towels and sheets and covers, which is an achievement for one single day. Oh also I processed kefir and made soybeans, so productivity was thruuuu the rooof. Maybe it was because work was good, I wish I knew what was going on much better. In any case, I've been getting around to having my shit shit together, and this needs to continue.
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