all the single men

Fiction, ish?

Alas.

The four of us. We are doing quite well and respectably smart if I may say so. And there's no obvious social uhh flags situation that one might immediately find. That we know of anyway.

Is it therefore suspicious when persons spend a large, shockingly large part of their conversations talking about persons whom people might be interested in why nobody has introduced them to their other friends who the other remaining persons are in other cities that might be fun to meet and hangout with and how going to the other cities is a shame because people aren't traveling to meet friends and hang anymore but to deal with their special friends and they've completely forgotten their old pals have they not and yet none of this goes anywhere and people are up until two two goddamn o clock in the morning every other day talking about plans and ideas and people and facebook linkedin and what the fuck not but ultimately it's the uncertainty and the sense of camaraderie in the knowledge that people are doing fine or else they wouldn't be in such a great company it's just that some people prioritize certain things over other factors and it may have been the case that if those people had prioritized other things then maybe things would have been so very different wow.

But it rarely works out.

Who was it that you met in singapore and how did it go they will ask and you will answer and so will your friend but there's no resolution for Singapore is a universe away and an aeon ago and so is Cleveland fucking Ohio. Good things happen in Singapore, great things, but what's the point when they don't go anywhere, or rather they either stay in Singapore or move to Cleveland Ohio and well there's not much left then. What's the point even.

You your your eyes take a big fat fucking sigh and go on with whatever the shit were doing probably youtube or whatever because this is tiring nobody gets anything done are we all so fucked or are we actually winning or are we the people we hate but that can't be true for we don't hate ourselves you backout and nothing happens.

Sanity.

For some time anyway.

Alone, it's fine.

It's not too bad. You need things to talk about.

Lacking buying a house, or kids, or biking or cooking, one's got to talk something anything and as topics go it's not too bad. Besides remember something, you've got some card up your sleeves nobody knows about and the persons that do are always complaining about how you never tell them anything and you're being so secretive etcetera.

Scuttling interpersonal relationships if they're not flying high and there's a chance of explosion, is it sad if one's scuttled more boats than launched? Most certainly yes, for controlled events release valve and save lives and energy of all parties involved. It's the right moral thing to do. Sink 'ships not hearts. And by that I mean interpersonal relation-ships.