Inspiration will have to come, eventually, right?

 The last month has been a total make-do, this entire year really, me trying to push really hard to get something out here, really as long as it meets the technical definition of doing some sort of hard labor or expert task of joy, 

There has been...little 'joy', not much of truly 'inspired' stuff that is maybe not the best but sometimes I impress myself writing. They came way more often when there was people to look at, to talk to, and be made fun of. Right now you tell a joke that's supposed to be funny and everybody is afraid of what's going to happen.

But yeah, there's so little inspiration, it's like I've been in this prison of mediocrity, of not wanting to do what's good for me and just rambling whatever the first thing comes to mind. Important because we cannot get covid through children, in religious festivals, during consumption of red meat ....wild bore treated with turmeric...and nobody bats an eye.

One must be careful while setting for explorations title, where we want to create a better more egalitarian soceity, because if evil people get harrow lights and they don't want they're looking at, it's not going to great., body

Until then, until the point of time when the inspiration comes and I'm ready to study make write etc, this is a job worth probably thousands. You make somebody tht made a thousand people luh. What pesters him with these

And that's it, I'm having a tough time keeping my arms open though it is not her only s3 friend who does that