The sadsack Seattle vibes

Is it perhaps
the entirety of
my destiny
to be with nobody else
but me me me,
and that's a fate
that I accept
to live a life full of peace
in control, and fully satiate,
but every so often one does want
a partner perhaps to hold one's hand,
and no no no no no, don't you give me
the Seattle style of affection
disconnected, uncaring, and full of
bullshit kumbaya justification
people need not just the flesh, but heart too
and if Seattle is not where I will find it
away I shall go,
a terrible place it is, I had bee told
to find a person to near hold
and one figured the darkness and the cold
was just in the seasons, not in the human fold
but alas one's worst fears have come to bite
and it must come out now, nowhere to hide
this is not a place, where people meet
it's not a land to create futures sweet.
Forget the struggle, forget the sweat
I shall make, my very own fate
I shall move, to where futures align
and somebody to care, I shall surely find.
Etcetera.